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Surviving Depression


Within despair,
through the dark,
it stings inside.

No one appreciates
the anguish I endure,
resulting in me
baring the burden alone.

With no respite,
no one wants to see
the blackness
that sullies my soul.

Only I can pull myself
through each hurricane
of torrential suffering.

My only saving grace
is blind optimism.
The belief it will get better
and I will be here tomorrow.

Author's Note: Photo is of my first attempt at creating an abstract painting of flowers. 

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  1. AmySunday, April 04, 2021 12:19:00 PM

    Oh, I love the way your words connect with your painting. So haunting.

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  2. LeaMonday, April 05, 2021 10:50:00 AM

    "Blind optimism"...I'm so familiar with that! Beautifully written.

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